SiMpLicItY

2005-09-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

shifted!
http://fair--hangoutts.blogspot.com

2005-07-10T18:06:00.000-07:00

ok. i have to say something here. i dun noe what the hell is wrong with my com. i cant even click anything on the main screen. which also means that i cant connect to the internet. using dad's laptop now. which is like once in a week. ooh. wadever.

2005-07-01T20:02:00.000-07:00

today's fri! its so fast. first week of sch's over.

had sac feast day today. and not forgetting--the INVESTITURE. woohoo. the mass was ultra boring. i fell asleep. the investiture was cool though. we cheered for all the ple we know. wahahahs.

went to CA with glad and denyse. denyse was supposed to buy her bag at queensway. but thanks to some EX-CO member, we left school at 4. so decided to go to CA to do our 'work'. but instead, we went there for lunch. only lunch. nothing else. great right. and i got to know glad better. she is ultra super duperr disgusting. cos we settled down at a table, then there were some leftover fries with those wrappers on the tray. and guess what-glad started eating those fries. OMG. and she said that it was not bad. yucks. imagine we dun even know what the previous ple had done to it. and she is there happily eating those fries. god. but not long after we shifted to another seat cos it was kind of warm there.

but the funniest thing that ever happened was when we were at the CA mrt station. we realised that there was a slit at glad's skirt. and denyse was trying to be kind to help glad fold the slit (hard to explain) so that glad could sit down properly. but due to some communication problems, the slit got bigger and the three of us were laughing our heads off. so we alighted at tanah merah MRT. glad says that she NEEDED to change to school u. so we had to scan out just for her. great. but after that she realised that she lost her tie. OMG. so we were trying to tie that ex-co tie. but its either too long or too short. when the length is just right, we realised that it looks small on glad. so denyse had no choice but to exchange tie with glad. OMG. it was super farnie.

cindy> eh. sorry for lying. but we expected that if we had told you the truth, you wouldn't be happy. so we were just trying to cover it. but i guess you too suspected it. sorry.

oh aniwae, go read glad's blog!

2005-06-25T14:08:00.000-07:00

going to changi chalet later. dont know wads the occasion. aunts checked in yesterday. tmr's the last day. just going there today cos there will be a bbq tonight. wont be staying there cos i think only my small little cousins will be staying over and i dont want to 'baby' sit them. lol.

school's gng to start in 2 days time and i still have not finished my work. left with some a.math sums and goeg workbook. discovered that i left my geog wb in school in the first week of the hols but din make it a point to go back to school to collect it frm the locker. guess i'll be struggling with copying of homework during the first 3 days of school. guess i dun have to panic that much cos i'm a pro at copying! hahaha

2005-06-22T17:52:00.000-07:00

ok. feebie insisted that i must update this entry. haha.

technically, went to do project with feebs and pamela yesterday. actually the meeting place was tampinies library. but they changed their mind. went esplanade library instead. and oh my gosh. that library is so freaking quiet that we had to whisper. then feebs suddenly let out this stupid snore sound which was so freaking loud. argh. how i wiah that there was a hole to hide my face. lol. but ended up doing the content page only cos karen called us to ask us whether we would like to go to tampinies safra to bowl. we said yes.

so we took a $11.80 cab to that safra and found out that we cant bowl cos there was this competition going on until the 25th. just to let you all know. went to tm as there were no place to go. but not long after, feebs left cos her mom called her. so me and pamela went orange julius to have a drink. and my mocha was so tempting! haha. pamela kept complaining that it looked more tempting than her fruit juice. lol.

cindy> eh. realli sorry for flaring at you yesterday night. if there's time, i would like to catch up with you k?

2005-06-20T15:14:00.000-07:00

hiii!! i'm back after 8 days! WHAO. cant believe tha i had not been online for 8 days! wahaha. i think this is my highest record so far since the day i got internet at home. heex.

family week was ok. esp the shopping day! hahaha. bought a lot of things. sis bought this fila shoe which cost only 30 bucks. usual price was 90. WHAO. i wanted another design but dun have my size. then i moved on to another design. but ran out of my size too! so i continued looking for other designs..(which is like 6 or 7). but all of it dun have the size that i wanted. then i got so fricking PISSED. so i just had to forget the whole idea.

and another thing. what the hell is wrong with converse?! all other brands had discounts EXCEPT for you! businesss too good ar?! ARGH.

and i realised that fishing is quite fun! haha. and 10.30am is their meal time. haha. i guess this is another common knowledge i have to install into my head. wahaha.

met feebs,shir and agnes at tm. had ajisen after that. and i realised that shir and agnes are forever childish. both of them were arguing over a piece of CHICKEN. omg. and the thing is, not to eat it. they were arguing about who to eat it. oh my. and we spotted another clone of feebie! lol. that was FUNNY.

going to tampinies library tmr to do chinese project. i dont know what the hell is wrong with chinese teachers. they always have to let us do some very stupid things. last year was to make lantern. not bothered ny it so i had a 0. haha. but now they asked us to research on chinese food. so i think this still make some sense. hahaha

2005-06-12T16:51:00.000-07:00

i think my dad is currently mad. he concludes that me and my sis are using the home toilet paper at an extremely fast rate. so he started this stupid plan. so now each person is only entitled to one roll of toilet paper per week. yup. this is his so-called plan. if we finish the roll of toilet paper we're entitled to, we have to buy our own toilet paper. ARGH. he is MAD.

and the coming week i'm quite occupied. haha. but sadly, with my family.
mon> bowling
tues> pool
wed> shopping at orchard
thurs> fishing

that's all for now. have to wait for my dearest dad to plan for fri and sat. going back to work on sun. :(

2005-06-10T16:43:00.000-07:00

i seriously need some hangouts here. life had been boring. have to wake up early in the morning to work. ahh. at least i think i'm going for the birthday celebration. cos cant make it for overseas trip cos mum cant go. not healthy enough. argh. bullshit. well, at least i get to see my frens AGAIN!!! i miss them so much!

ohh leh leh. ohh la la. k, that's lame. I SERIOUSLY NEED SOME HANGOUTS.

2005-06-05T05:04:00.000-07:00

this entry is for you--BITCH.

i once thought about it. and i thought it's over. or maybe,being frens again. after our 2 years of frenship. but who knows, when i'm here saying good things about you, or rather, not making thigs worse, you are over at the other side adding fuel to fire. not only you made things worse, you made me change my whole impression of you a 180 deg change. i don't know what's fucking wrong going on here. maybe you are just fucking jealous for some god-knows-what reason. I DO NOT CARE. even if you want to break our frenship, i have nothing to say. cos even if i have a fren like you, i would not even border.
before this whole series of things, or rather this LATEST one, you were a special fren. cos we 'overcomed' this whole big "misunderstanding". i don't know whether 'misunderstanding' is the right word to use. i'm just so fucking fucked up now because of you.

you just do not like whatever thing i do. so wads the use of complimenting you in front of others, or if you would like me to put it in this way, not making things worse? just ASK YOURSELF. THINK: i even went home, sat in front of my study table, and gave a thought about this problem. you knew that i was being very nice to you. i even asked you how was your holiday in the previous two entry. fuck. and you are over there telling ple that you don't like me. you hate me.

IF i so-called 'talked' to you in the previous entries, PLEASE do not EVER think that i'm trying to apologise. cos i dont see anything that is wrong with me. i was just being factual and not being so naive. if you do not know what i'm trying to say here, SIT at your whatever table and PLEASE BRAINSTORM. somethimes i get so fucking pissed with you that i dont even know what the hell am i typing.

but there is something i can gaurantee. i did not apologise to you. I DID NOT. and whatever you are saying now, (which means the words which are coming out of your mouth) are just what am i saying.

2005-06-02T16:03:00.000-07:00

i'm workin' ple! arghhh. at least i'm not rotting at home. workin 4 times per week. ohh yea oh yea. and AT LEAST i get to earn some cash. *to return my debts and FOR MY OWN USE. wahahas.

2005-05-31T14:31:00.000-07:00

holidays just suck. it JUST SUCK. not only will i be rotting at home, we also cant solve the 'problems' or misunderstandings which often happens in school. going out on the 14th to celebrate syy's b'day. but dunno if i can make it. sis is having school for the whole of the june hols except from 9th to the 16th. and the 14th of june just had to be one of the dates in between. arghhhh. which means: my family is planning for a hol to god-knows-where. dad say he wanted to go phuket. sis preffered hong kong. i was totally objecting my sis's idea cos there would be lots of pickpockets there. heex. dad asked me, i said i din know. just follow.

fren> omg. my hands are starting to itch. i MISS majhong. haha
syy> eh. dunno if i can go on the 14th. sorry bout that. will tell you later.
you> so hows your holiday? enjoyed?

2005-05-27T17:27:00.000-07:00

got back results today. it sucks like hell.

results:
english> c6
chinese> b4
A.math>c6
E.math> b4
pure chem.>c6
phy/bio>b4
ss w geog elec> d7

total: 385.0/700
class position: 30/40
level position: 110/199
L1R4:24
L1R5:31

omg. with this kind of funcking results where the hell can i go? i better buck up.

buck up jeanette! buck up jeanette! x126535575489362157

as for that problem, i've thought it over and find that there wasn't a need to be at loggerheads at each other. at least that's what i think. you?

2005-05-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

heyy!!! let me tell you something interesting! there was this guy who smsed me and asked to whether wants to be frens wif him. so me and my sis started planning on what to do.
first, my sis smsed him to ask him how he got my number. it so turned out that he bought a secong phone and my number happens to be installed inside. phone belongs to one of my frens la i think. and she sold it. yups. then he said that he wasn't interested in smsing my sis cos she's not jeanette! hahaha. omg. it was super farnie! you should see the way my sis 'plann'. i'm seriously having a bad stomachache now. lol.

2005-05-23T17:30:00.000-07:00

yo peeps! i'm back! cos someone complained that i din update for a long time. izit very long? i dun think so.
anywaes, my result totally sucks. oh god. i think i'm the no. 40th in class. no kid. u should see the rest of my classmates. esp yunling. omg. she's passing ALL her sub with flying colours. serious. first in class for A and E.math. and for her chinese, i think she could be promoted to band 1. she passed he combined humanities although 35 ple failed. *obviously i'm one of them. duhh. her sciences scores are like way too up high. i'll be very sueprised if she's NOT the first in class. (does this sentence make sense?)

my "results"
english> c6
chinese> b4
A.math> c6
E.math> b4
phy/bio> c5
pure chem.> d7 *i am so fricking P I S S E D
ss w geog elec> e8

L1R5> 27

oh my god. with a L1R5 of 27, where the hell can i go? i think i'll just drop out of school with an o'level cert and end up being a cleaner at far east the most. haha.

you: are we frens now? i dunno. cos i dunno if you trust us or still continuing with your business.
fren: eh. i sleep at 9.45 usually. only some days i sleep later. lols.
woohoo: dun ever cut your hair. it's nice now. otherwise i'll be the one suffering. hahaha. HOTBABE

2005-05-20T15:45:00.000-07:00

it dosen't seem to update. so i have to type again. as i was saying, in sch lib now. with kim
checked paper today. failed my combined humanties. as expected. but who knows when i got back to class, during p.chem lesson, we got to know that the mcq was marked wrongly. sadly, i failed.
i'm really so so so so sad! imagine. 2 red marks. omg. did i just typed 2?! a TWO?! 2 red marks. just imagine. i'm so depressed.

2005-05-20T15:36:00.000-07:00

i'm so depressed. in school's lib now. with kim. yups.
checked papers today. failed my combined humanities at first. was quite happy. but who knows the pure chem mcq was marked wrongly. so i failed. which oso means that i failed 2 sub. omg. imagine..2 red marks!
i'm really so sad now.
going to meet cindy later. going to eat ice-cream. woohoo.
i'm really so sad. sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad. 2 red marks!! 2?! oh god. did i just said a TWO?!

2005-05-18T20:56:00.000-07:00

i'm living in 'constant fear' now. god knows when are we going to get back our exam scripts. got back p.chem. passed on the dot 25/50. and for a.math, i got a c6. its goodenough considering that 24 ple failed in class.
cant believe that out of the 24 ple 18 ple got a f9. then i was like: shit. i'm sure one of them. quite surprised that i passed though. but sti, my f9 CA will pull my grades down to a fail. hope they'll moderate the marks. heard from ple that for last year's sec3 a.math paper, the teachers had to moderate up 20 marks. which means 30 is the passing mark.
wish me good luck for the rest of my papers. thanks.

2005-05-16T12:11:00.000-07:00

went out with cindy,amanda,jn,pj,glad,denise and yilin yesterday. first, all of us have to wait for denise for about half an hour at pl mrt st cos she was late, then, we proceeded to holland v. i know that's wierd, but jn insisted that she wanted to go. so we went there, just for LUNCH. went to town after that.
prank called yilin. lol. this was the funniest part. glad pretended to be some kind of china girl in some china company and said that yilin had won a car. omg. then everyone couldn't take it anymore so everyone just bursted out laughing. haha. but acting was SUPERIOR when we went back to macs. as if nothing happened.

2005-05-14T15:57:00.000-07:00

i'm backkk!! whoa. ple. i'm so happy that my internet's working again! i was so depressed the few days before cos i cant log on to internet! so relieved now. but still cant download msn messanger. dunno wad is the problem la. sian. but at least now i can update and read ple's blog..and you know. do stuffs. lols. i want to go out on mon! help me find dates. haha.

2005-05-12T14:50:00.000-07:00

my life is so fucked up now. oh man. no! its not you. its someone else. stop asking me whether it you.

2005-05-11T19:04:00.000-07:00

it's all bout you, you and you.
i think i'm starting to hate you.
i think i'm starting to forget that we are even once frens.
how can you do this?
suspecting me of doing such things?
is like i'm the first person to get into your mind when it comes to bad things.
what the fuck is going on here?!
you are just backstabbing and gossiping about me every single day.
it's like already your daily routine now.
B-I-T-C-H
i really hate you now.
i think you feel like this towards me too.
but i do NOT care. anymore.
it's all hatered now.
hate, hate and more hate.
fuck fuck fuck
you are just one bloody asshole.
arghhhh..i'm going mad.
you are just someone who just wants everything all by yourself.
just one pathetic selfish bitch.
i don't mean to call you this but you left me with no other choice.
cos you started it first.

2005-05-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

someone is just damn fucking annoying. BITCH. wtf man?! in front of me you are acting as though you are perfectly fine with me. but you are actually backstabbing behind my back. and for this kind of things, how can i be the first to get into your mind?!
k..i am so fucking pissed with my com. cant chat. cant log on to msn! wtf. they told me to download this newer version thing then i clicked the download thing but my com cant download. so i got to fuckin fed-up that i just deleted the whole file. and now? great. cant even see the msn logo. arghhhh!
three more papers to go.
amath
emath2
phy/bio
bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch

2005-05-09T23:38:00.000-07:00

i cant stand this kind of life i'm living right now.
first, it was that relationship which lasted for 6 mths. the one which you found out that... YES. i noe its my fault. i shouldnt have... yes yes yes. this is the reason why you put a stop in that relationship. i dont blame you. in fact, i thought you were right. but the other point is, that was supposed to a low profile thing. in my school, yes it certainly was. but i YOUR school. sorry, i dont think so. you know wad i mean. things were going fine after the broke up. but it only lasted for another 6 mths. whats up with the number 6 and me man?!

secondly, is the major problem WE are facing in school. someone's life is now just a how how how. all thanks to her la. she's getting us damn stress too. i think its damn irritating.

if YOU do not like the way i behave,
come up to ME and tell ME straight in my face.

k..i think i shouldnt continue. just these 2 sentence are making me damn pissed. now i'm just acting here and there. i think all of us can get the best actress award. lols. aiya. u're just being paranoid that's all.

yesterday i think the studay session was fun. * introduced this game to me. hahas. we had fun playing it! and * is just hitting her hand against the table. i know that hurts. haha. then we were making so much noise that everyone were staring at us. paiseh paiseh. hehe. then after a few rounds of it, we felt so fricking warm. warm in that place?! omg..thats a joke. lol.

fren: i guess you most prob know who am i talkin abaout in the second part. yups. sorry ya..i am just fed-up for a moment. i dunno why. hahas. oh..but remember, you counsellor's here! ;))

you: i'm really speechless. i really hope our frenship can last and not turning out like the first two. but i really hope it can patch. friendship is precious.

denyse: eh..relax girl! i'll be keeping my mouth sealed.

jac: sorry for typing it this way. but tell mal that we are still frens. not over. =)

2005-05-07T10:13:00.000-07:00

oh man. i think i screwed up the whole thing.

things just ended so fast between you and me.
but why do you have to live this misery?
cant we just forget all about it
and just carry on with our own separate lives?
why must you start another chapter of it
where you and me will not gain anything?

its because the feeling isnt there anymore. sorry

reached there at 11. she and her fren were oreadi there. she said that she wanted a one to one talk.i said yes. so her fren waited for her somewhere. after she had finished what she wanted to say, i just told her: i think you should move on cos i dun like you anymore. i know that second sentence is too straight-forward. but this is what i want and i have to say.

went to taka library to study after that. with cindy and kim. but gald joined us later caos the three of us din know how to do this sum and it so happens that she is so free at home. met her at mc cafe. i found out that i am SUPER bad at logarithms. went home ard 6.30. went to meet kim's sis. and glad just bianged me and cindy like that. we were so pissed that we just boarded the train.

fren: you better think carefully. dun regret the step which you take. you know who are you la.
jac: i have told you. we'll go our own separate ways. tell mal. thanks.

2005-05-05T15:43:00.000-07:00

had social studies paper today. toatlly screwed up the whole thing. only had 1 pathetic hour. how to complete?! went to airport with cindy and glad after that. using com at macs now. i dunno why but it seems as though both of them cant concenterate. there's glad fans here too! woohoo.
oh..and the best part was that there's this guy who came up to cindy and asked for her number. then me and glad burst out laughing. lols. then cindy was like: no phone! no phone! haas..it was damn farnie i tell you.
ok. end of story.

2005-04-30T13:56:00.000-07:00

exam's just next week. omg. i'm under so much stress. i'm failing my english all the way. how?! and not forgetting physics, e.math and a.math. gosh. i think i'll just retain. staying back every single day just to study in school.

2005-04-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

tmr's SYF!! oh my my. have to reach school at 6am. this is so ridiculous can. we only have to report at SCh at 9 and they have to tell us to reach school at 6am. crazy. and we'll be going through the songs. imagine playing loud music early in the morning. its INSANE.
anywae, wish me good luck ple. i am hoping for a gold.

2005-04-09T18:50:00.000-07:00

yo peeps! i'm back to update after so long. i'm stressed now. can u imagine that my a.math position in class is like 37/40?! oh god. i am so dead. cca is stressing us out too. i cant stand it.
went to tm today wif jolie, liane and jenny. went to crystal jade. hahas. jolie paid for me first cos i'm like quite broke lars. ordered duck noodle. heex. four of us were like quite out place there. cos everyone there seem to be like a family. so family oriented lars. lolx. we gave back their wet tissue cos me and jolie knew that they were going to charge.
the funny thing was that THEY ordered carrot cake as side dish. there were three pieces. then for dunno wad reason, couldn't finish the last piece. so dunno which idiot thought of playing the number game. the one which someone thinks of a number and yup. that game. we were playing it at CRYSTAL JADE. great. and then so many ple were like starring.

ok..end of story. bye!

2005-04-01T16:15:00.000-08:00

school is okay nowadays. there's a cat on my class celing. or should i say 2 kittens? hahas..but the office ple came and took them away. sosad. we wanted to keep it as the calss pet.
and it's april fools! hahs..changed class wif 5/2. heex

2005-03-27T19:49:00.000-08:00

i'm depressed! oh god..i'm practically failing every single test. i need some help here. if i go on like this my father will just end up changing my school. arghhh! i'm so pissed with him. as if if he change my school my results will be better. gosh..and i'm sick! all because of my sis. she was the one who startes this 'trend'. down with flu and cough now. sigh

2005-03-13T16:05:00.000-08:00

the carnival was alright. but crowded. and its so fricking hot. i was like perspiring throughout duty. then the worst thing was the cleaning up. my group had to sort of clear the school cos we were the only station that was operating after everyone had packed up.
and i cant that fucking parent vol. she's such a bitch can. oh my tian. cos there was this incident when i gave a boy 8 tokens cos he deserved it. then the stupid parent shouted at me in front of so many ple saying that he did not spin. wth?!?! i SAW him spin, woman. and she keeps insisting that he didn't spin.
the cleaning up- she spilled beefy's cresenthemum (wadever the spelling is) tea. and she pretended not to see it. then she came scolding us why was the table wet. oh god. i just feel like giving her one TIGHT slap on her face.

and the march holidays sucks. i practically have to go back to school everyday. only mon and sun are free from schedules.

tues-- a.math 8.30 to 11.30
wed-- bio 10.30 to 12
thurs-- cca 2 to 6
fri-- bio 10.30 to 12
sat-- cca 2 to 6

god..wad kind of holiday is this man?! but i think i'm going out (most prob to TM again.cos that's the nearest) on tues.

2005-03-12T16:27:00.000-08:00

tmr's the carnival! i'm so..not excited. i think its totally dumb. i mean..all the rides are only for those kiddies. arghh. and i'm on shift 3. from 2-5. wth. and doing canon shoot with syy and beefy. and i think we have to clear up the place cos we're at the last shift.
cant stand the school/ they make this event sound so grand. hais..

2005-02-27T17:16:00.000-08:00

back from camp! finally after 1 and a half day of eating, rehearsing and sleeping. it was super tired. and the food totally sucks. the rice is so damn fricking hard.

1st day

assembled in the hall at 5pm. played some games. i think the colour game was the funniest. nothing much happened after that. slept ard 12 plus. cos jenny, liane, jolie, denyse, agnes and me were sitting at the staircase talking. (when it's supposed to be lights-out and everyone else were 'sleeping') then went back to our room and we realised that no one in our room was sleeping. so listened to some ghost stories. we were lying in a flower shape. as in like all the heads are together and legs stretched out. stomach lying on the floor..yups. then suddenly ms chua came to do her rounds. so all of us just face flat down. OMG...i think that's the funniest part of the camp. imagine you see one group of ple sleeping in a flower shape. then ard 2.30 am. mdm xie was walking ard the room to chack if all of us were sleeping. (cos the noises she made woke me up) she was like putting her face over our head. and she gave me a damn frightening shock can! wanted to scream. but controlled my mouth to keep it shut cos the others were sleeping.

2nd day

woke up ard 5.30. supposed to be 6.30. but someone's watch alarm woke us up. cos my room mates were all extra-light sleepers. except for lu. so decided to watch the sunrise. the 6 of us were walking ard the school (4th level) like some kind of total idiots heading for no where. and we came back with nothing. guessed that the sun is not going to rise so soon cos the sky was covered with dark clouds. then had rehearsals for the whole day. and a preview. think my cca didn't do well. it was like ___. went to chit-chat again.(liane,agnes,jenny,denyse and me) but this time was at the 4th level gallery. but this time we had twisties! all thx to feebs. she went to buy for us! :)) then liane and me went to hide jolie's slippers. cos she was in the music room having com meeting. hahas..but told her where we hid it in the end cos she was kind of "pissed". but it didn't last for 5 seconds. got nothing much to do. so went back to the room. and i was the first to sleep. last were jenny and agnes. they were talking all the way till 2 plus. supposed to wake up at 3 midnight to play a prank on lu. supposed to pull her to the centre of the room and put our shoes around her. (as in like ard the sleeping bag) then all of us isolate her. but only a few woke up. cos the rest were extremely tired. i was one of them. woke up at 7.not like the previous night. woke up every one hour.

3rd day

only had one rehearsal today. then did cleaning up. the anklung band were so fed-up with us and the indian dancers cos we didn't clean the toilet. but its like we did not even know that we were supposed to clean. nobody told us. we were toatlly clueless about this thing. but we helped to empty all the dustbins. do they know this? i bet they don't. cos if they knew, they would not have complained to ms chua.

but i still think the xu chun mei is the hot topic. she slept in the same room as me for the 1st night only.haha..now we have a xu xhun mei family!
agnes is xuxu, jenny is chun chun, denyse is mei mei,liane is li mei, jolie is jing mei and i'm nette mei..hahas. then we were like walking pass 3 in 1. then jenny, agnes and denyse were like xuxu chun chun mei mei. OMG..it was super farnie. then her frens were like ahem ahem. then we made the vomiting sound to them back. that xu chun mei is super disgusting. she is always thinking that i'm looking at her, arghh..give oso dun wan lar..look at yourself first.

aniwaes, xu chun mei family united! except for the 3 in 1. :DDD

2005-02-25T06:01:00.000-08:00

i'm am so fucking sway to the fullest can. first is that i failed 5 / 6 tests. omg..where can u find this kind of student man. got 1 / 15 for my A.math test. which is like you will go speechless.

secondly is that i kena my damn fucking mens this morning. first day of camp! suck

thirdly is the most sway thing ever. happened during cca. seniors wanted xu chun mei to wish me happy b'day. due to much persuation, xu chun mei got so irritated that she SHOUTED " happy birthday OK?!"
oh god..is like i wanted that from her. then my seniors went to tell her that i liked her and wanted her to be my stead. OMG..and she believed. the worst thing is that her whole section believed. not only her section, sections at her side believed too. and guess wad--i'm in the same syf group as her. oh god. my name was somewhere at the top of the list. and her name was the LAST to be read out. then when yu rong said her name, the whole cca laugh. wad kind of frens i have man?! hahas..and she really thinks that i like her, so she kept on persuading yu rong to change her group. come on la..get real

2005-02-18T06:01:00.000-08:00

went to tm and cs again on wed. its not to see her though she's working there. cos realised that there was no cca in that day..then lazy to travel all the way to town.

dun think that we walked pass 'your shop' is to see you..its just that we wanted to go to cs. and my frens looked inside cos they know that an ex-sacian is working there. you do not need to say that they and irritating and disturbing you cos they are not. and something else-- i have moved on..you'll understand this.

cca was a torture yesterday. arghh..we actually had combined/ but mr boo needs to go, so had sectionals. and that jenny and liane are always walking ard. then we started talking. and guess wad ple..they can say something that can ruin my whole future. OMG..i'm so dead now. cca going to shanghai this june and i'm looking towards this. hope i get nice room-mates and not *ahem, or else i would not sleep due to laughing too much.

jenny> i told you i would login in the morning.. :)
oh and everyone else!! my b'day coming!!

2005-02-16T05:55:00.000-08:00

got up today at 4am just to do my stupid current affairs. oh god--i hate it. so pretened that didn't bring yesterday. so kena stand outside clss. wtf man. darn her. 5 articles to do. haven do finish yet. no mood to do..hahas. later going school to switch duty then go upstairs and do.

went tm and cs yesterday. went to pasta mania. the speggetthi (wadever the spelling is) is not so good though. and saw her at cs. feebs saw her first. then she was like " eh..your, your.." ok..is like wadever. got nothing to do with you oso. (as in like you yes you!..not feebs) but i think i have moved on. those kind of feeling wasn't there anymore..yerps.

when you see the person whom you have liked before--although you do not like her anymore, you will still have a little of those kind of feelings for her because you have liked her before. its impossible for you to feel totally numb towards that person.

2005-02-10T20:53:00.000-08:00

darn it man..i'm still limping. but can walk properly now. i must walk in front of that stupid sec 2 who made fun of me when i was still limping last tues. darn her man..i can walk properly now!!
its chinese new year!! yoohoo..i love CNY..lalala..money and more money. but got to pay for my trip to shanghai. dad isn't going to pay for me..cos he says that he's too broke. whahahs..

2005-02-04T05:54:00.000-08:00

i fell down yesterday during pe. wth. when doing sprinting. now i have a deep cut on my left knee, scratches on my left elbow and right knee. cant even walk properly now. and ple--i did not roll. i just turned and laid on my back so that i would not depend on my knee-caps to get up.

2005-02-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

i don't know how to face this fact. i mean--it's hard to believe. my stepmother is pregnant. yes--and imagine i'm having a sibling 15 years younger than me. omg--its like. ok..i'm speechless for now. will be giving birth somewhere in sept or oct. omg?! 15 years difference?! when i'm 30, she/he only 15. haven even finish o levels yet.! and i'm like 30 years old?
sis told me this news. parents have not told me yet. cos maybe they doubt that i can accept this fact. actually..ya. they wanted my sis to tell me. but told my sis to tell them that she haven told me anything. i want them to tell me themselves.

oh god

2005-01-29T15:03:00.000-08:00

back from camp!!! i LOVE singapore. and now--i'm so FREAKING tanned. i cant stand it. not really dark..but if i compare wif my legs--its like..-_-. 2 different colours. stayed in a farm.

1st day--

raft-building. class divided into 3 different grps. but my raft was not chosen. cos had no base. hahas. so ended up usint nat's grp raft and it succeeded!! we went across the EXTRA-DIRTY MAN-MADE LAKE.hahas. the water is like so disgusting. then we had this obstacle thing. must go into the water and 'swim' to the other side. so disgusting! u can see all the leaves floating in front of you. and we smell like blood. why? cos some ple were having their men-s but just went into the water? super disgusting. and the worst thing is that we had to queue up for 45 mins just to take a 3 mins bath. STUPID. and the water we used to bathe is the same colour as the water as the man-made lake. and smell the same oso. but had no choice. the toilet was quite clean until the 2nd day. (keep on reading.) and there were 8 cubicles in total. and guess wad? one dead fish came out from one of the water hose and the pathetic person was like screaming her head off.
ended the day wif night walk. shared tent wif gwenda, chantel,and syy.

2nd day--

woke up at 5 in the morning. no alarms. cos all were light sleepers. got sick when we saw the long queue just to brush teeth. and the smart me *hahas thought of a solution. and that is to brush our teeth in the bush behind where the instructors cant see.
started the day with trekking. tell you--i almost died. it was do freaking tough. climb a mountain? its so 'impossible' for me. but luckily there was chang ee. ( the instructor for my class that day) was cheering us on and pulling all of us up. and guess wad..the people who led us up the mountain were old people. around 60-70 years old. and they are really fit to the fullest. they can do split and somersaults and all that stuffs. and they were hoping up the mountain when all of us were like 'dying' behind. took lots of pics and did all our class cheers when we reached the peak. and wad--climb for 2 hrs to the peak. and we only like spent 10 mins up there and needed to go down again. using the same route. and poor jaslyn fell 7 times when we were going down. no one in my class fell except for her.

had campfire that night.feebs and pamela were the MCs for the night. presented class item and all that stuffs. -ended- but kim and peiwen came over. so had 6 ple in the tent that night.

3rd day--

woke up at 6.15 today. going to have obstacle mission today. 1st station was the wheel and plank thing. supposed to cross over to the other side without touching the ground. and i was the second to go. first was gwenda. her balancing damn good i tell you. she stayed on the wheel throughout the whole game.
second station had 3 parts. one was the human knot. my group had some trouble with that. tied the ends of the rope to nat's and alena's hands. so supposed to tie a knot on the rope with all the ple joining hands. so had to go through the rope, under the rope, and over the rope. 2nd thing we did was the one which we usually do in school that is to join hands with ple. (when we are standing in a circle) and supposed to 'un-knot' it. 3rd game was the one which we stood in a circle, then had 2 ropes starting from ple at the same place. (if dun get it then nvm, cos very hard to phrase and my EL is like shit) mr tan and mdm aznah joined in the game. sabo-ed mr tan. and he did the geylang chicken thing. hahas.
3rd station was the 3-D spider web.10 ple supposed to go from one end to the other without touching to string.4th station was captains ball.
went back to campsite after all this and had to dismantle our tents. then we had lunch. and had area cleaning. my group only needed to clean the dining area. luckily not the toilets. oso dunno why the bballers ended up cleaning the toilet. and to make it worse, all 8 cubicles are chocked. so they had to dig up all the shit and stuffs that were chocked inside.

and now--back to singapore.

johor>>one day bathe once, with brown-coloured water, queued up for 45 mins just for a 3 mins bath. slept with all the spiders and ants.and 3 meals a day--(rice, egg, veg and either fish or chicken for one meal.) but oso had soup for lunch and dinner. same soup every day.

s'pore rawks!!

2005-01-21T16:39:00.000-08:00

dad's going to buy new car!!! from toyota..i think. corolla-ALTIS. going to be imported in march. and next week i'm going to JB oreadi! OMG--i'll be a black when i come back. going to have dinner out at blk 85 when coming back. on the 28th. with SYY they all. and guess wad--i'll be sitting with syy in the coach. she'll entertain me! :) went to TM this tues. walked from B1 to the 4th level and down again for like about ten times?! cos it was so boring. then about 5, natalie, denyse and sindy went back. so only me and jaslyn left. went to popular to get her things.

met a mad man yesterday when going home with natalie and agnes. at the bus stop at ping yi. he was like wanting to pee at the mama shop. then the owner chased him away. and i think he wanted to commit suicide. he almost got knocked down by a car. and it was his fault--he wanted to dash across the road, then a car horned him and he started to shout at the driver. crazy man.

and i think i saw him outside school before. with nicole and jane. and jane was so scared that she keep staring at him. then he started to scold us with those words. then another man stood up for us and scolded him back. then they started spitting saliva at each other.

2005-01-16T11:42:00.000-08:00

going to takashimaya later. to buy chinese new year stuffs. and new clothes!

going for JB camp on the 26th to the 28th of jan. have to report to school as per normal and will reach school around 7 plus on the 28th. nisha went there before and she said that there will be a lot of mosquitoes there. omg..and olivia said that the toilet is extremely dark. only one light bulb for the whole stretch of cubicles. going to do star gazing at night. and we are going to canoe in a man-made lake. stupid. and the water is extremely muddy. oh gosh..

2005-01-10T05:45:00.000-08:00

i cant stand the work load of a upper secondary school life! it totally 100% sucks. got to do tonnes of homework every single day. haven do my chem yet. intend to go to school later and copy from jaslyn. heex..:) ccas now on mon, wed and thurs. pathetic time table. u do not have any time to eat during recesses. its so damn fricking crowded.

it just sucks

2005-01-04T20:31:00.000-08:00

school started.. and form teacher is that tan tze siong. got mrs e. boo as physics teacher, aznah for bio, margret teo for chem, janice lim for geog and eng. and that xie yan jin for chinese AGAIN. in a band 3 class for chinese and i'm proud of it. at least i got a B3 for chinese last year..having chinese lessons in 3/6 classroom. and i get to meet my frens again! like that goh yee ching, phoebe soh--the cover girl.

and i can't believe that phoebe's face is on the students companion. and everyone teased her that we will be wrapping our book..going to be famous lar..su wen ying.

and wth..kena standing up during eng lesson today cos my storybook suddenly went missing. great--so ended up reading chem text.

2004-12-31T17:07:00.000-08:00

just came back home today. supposed to come back on 29th. but dad had to work OT so stayed for another 2 days. luckily din went home that day cos dad's tyre burst halfway. spent over 300 over bucks for changing all 4 tyres.

school gonna start in 3 days time. haven bought my badge yet. and guess where will 3/8 classroom be man..all the way at the 4th level. at this year's 2/8 classroom. and 3/1 will be at this year's 2/4 classroom, 3/5 will be at 2/5, 3/3 at 2/6 and 3/4 at 2/7 classroom. 3/7 shifted to lecture room. oh gosh..all the way from 1st level to 4th level. and that place is so deserted. think can onli hear the keyboard sound everyday.

early greetings--happy new year everyone!! :D

2004-12-24T14:47:00.000-08:00

tmr's christmas!!! i can't wait. time really passes so fast. going to have countdown at aunt's place tonight. as well as exchanging gifts and all the stuffs.

suppossed to accompany uli and her bfren to orchard today. but need to prepare food for tonight. so both of them went themselves. hope they can find their way there! went to the esplanade yesterday. cos uli was so eager to see the merlion. -_- and she's taking every corner of singapore. those road signs and all. crazy woman.

then tmr going to have lunch at aunt's place. then followed by a bbq dinner at another aunt's place. THEN, going to stay over at her place. coming back home on the 29th.

that's my schedule before school re-opens. :)

2004-12-21T14:02:00.000-08:00

changed to this template. i think the stars are nice. :)) relatives from malaysia coming on 23rd. uli and her bfren going to sleep over at my house. they dun wan to sleep at hotels. think its a waste of money. den wad? think my house hotel ar?!

bought the bag. yea! going to use it next year as sch bag. kahki w black. got ready for school. ks.

2004-12-19T05:56:00.000-08:00

dad's going to buy me a fila bag for christmas. going to get it tonight. yoohoo! i can't wait for x'mas. going to have lunch at aunt's house. bought my socks and sch shoe for next year at parkway yesterday. jac is trying very hard to save money now. dunno for wad oso.

and i got my pay! but going to leave it in the bank which means i am suffering from brokeness (dunno whether there's this word) again. i just think that i will be suffering from this sickness until i graduate from sac. great.

feebs asked me whether i wanted to go to escape on thurs. kim and barbara oso going. and that joker thinks that i rejected her because i'm scared of the rides. wth. she is going out practically every single day. and she is so over the moon cos her parents got their bonus-es. -_-

2004-12-18T15:24:00.000-08:00

doing my chinese project halfway. dun feel like doing it. i just think that chinese teachers are totally hopeless. they always think of some stupid things and let us do as projects. making of lanterns, and making us practice our chinese handwriting by asking us to write in this book which have those kind of china thing. -_-

i cant wait for christmas! and of course- the re-opening of school. my brains are already collecting dust. its rotting.

2004-12-15T13:38:00.000-08:00

staying at grandma's hse now. until fri. came back to get something. will be going back soon. life is so boring nowadays. nothing much happening everyday. same old routine. got a day off today. going back to work tmr. i hate this kind of life.

2004-12-10T14:42:00.000-08:00

only me and my sis at home now. mum went to grandmother's place. just got back from cca. had combined lesson today. it was better than sitting is the classroom doing nothing. went through SYF songs today. realised how lan we were. ok..and that mr boo keep talking. as if the competiton is still 1 year away. and keep boasting about him in SCO. can't stand it.

helping my sis wif her template later. her blog is like rotting and i think she is going to make a new one at blogspot.

so much freedom today. cos that bitch not at home. referring to my step-mum. i can't stand her. she always thinks that shes right. and keep complaining to my father about me and my sis. and pretend to larff when complaing. she thinks its very farnie. me and my sis were only argueing for our rights, hello. and my dat sis agrees wif me on everything but dare not to shout back. so i have to do all the talking. (most of them were shouting back) i know this is rude. but i really cannot stand her. arghhh. queen of all suckers. i want my dad to divorce her. but i know its impossible. its also not so nice for my father. otherwise he will be spending his future all by himself. i guess i'll just have to tolerate her until i can work in the society.

ok, gtg now. supposed to help my sis. but updating here and she is nagging at my ear. bye!

2004-12-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

all thanks to ms deyse leong that my chatterbox is done. i found my blog ok at first. but she kept complaining that it was messy. so she done some touch up here and there. yups..so ta-da! here's my blog. but i can't stand it..it is so pinkish. i said that i wanted the words for the chatterbox to be blue. but she changed it to pink. so now: adding to the pinkish blog, there's another pinkish cahtterbox. but i like the template! its nice! :))) haha..

there's gonna be cca today. another boring day for 3 hrs. just going to sit in the classroom and chatting away for at least 1 hour. but finally cca is going to stop after today. but going to resume on the 28th.

still down with flu and sore throat.

2004-12-09T18:41:00.000-08:00

lalala!!!!
here's denyse!!!!!
invading jeanette's blog!!!!
wahahahahas. fun!!!
thanks to me her template is done okayy.
its WAS so messy
but NOW it became so neat.
thanks to ms denyse leong!!!
wheeeeeee!!!!!
jeanette thinks her template very girly.
she think she very boy-ly [if there is such word]
lols. jeantte u better thank me and dont delete this entry!!!

signed off-denyse=)

2004-12-09T17:53:00.000-08:00

just got this template. its a bit girly..hahas. but its nice. the chatter box is extreme ugly. going to make it nicer next time when i come online. bye!

2004-12-05T12:21:00.000-08:00

oh god. i feel so sick. having a fever, flu, and a very bad sore throat. pulled a muscle somewhere at my right elbow. wad the hell. and to make it worse, the driver drove down the mountain as if its no one's business. he is driving a coach, not a car. mind him. and he caused 2 ple to vomit.
the weather was not so good up there. rained on the third day. went to theme park on the second day. weather on that day was alright. bought the wrist band thing ard 1.30. played all the way till 6pm. and what, only got to play 4 pethatic games. cos the queueing up takes up 40 to 45 mins just for one 2 mins game.
bought a new pair of shoes and i love it! hahas.

oh god, please bless that i will recover soon. tsk

2004-11-23T17:08:00.000-08:00

yoohoo! i got my pay!!! aniwae, there's going to be a bbq at downtown east this sat. hahas..i'm going!

2004-11-21T15:01:00.000-08:00

ok..did not get my pay today. going to get on tues. this is dragging on and on. it's raining. making my mood worse. going for CIP tmr at old folks home. with elaine, agnes, denyse, feebs, kels and dunno who. actually this slot was for those ple who had not finished their CIP. as in the time. but those ple who want to go oso can. then will be added into next year's CIP time. yups. so treating this as a gathering. we have no idea where the hell is the place. and i think we have to go ourselves. dunno lar, will ask elaine tonight.
going to cemetry later. to pay my mother a visit. my grandmother insisted that i need to buy some candles and bring them home. (cos i was at the hawker just now) when my dad had oreadi prepared all those things. gave in to her lar. otherwise she will nag non-stop. and worse still, she wanted me to buy flowers when i am actually taking a bus home all by myself. so i gave her a straight 'no'. hahas..she didn't say anything.

so glad that tmr i am stepping out of my house and not going to the hawker centre. cos i am rotting.

2004-11-20T17:28:00.000-08:00

fate. its all fate

went to renew my passport today. and wad. i saw *her there. she was queueing up to take her pic for the pessport and i need to line up there cos i needed to take photo oso. actually i onli saw her back. and i thought that she was a stranger. but then later she turned around and i saw her face. then i was like: this can't be true. make passport oso can be so fated meh?
but it's really her. and she was wearing a milky pink sleeveless top and one darker pink skirt. and she was carring this white coloured handbag.
then i told my sis that i see my schoolmate there. and my damn sis was like shouting ' where?!' wth.

gtg. cos using my dad's laptop.

2004-11-19T19:32:00.000-08:00

AAARRRGGGHHH..i am so fricking FED_UP with my damn fucking computer. i just cant open my blog. i only can update now but i cant view my blog. WHY?!?! and i tried to open the tag-board page and the computer showed me the error page. wtf.
oh..and i am so going to watch singapore idol today. at 8.30 sharp. guess who will be out ple?

2004-11-18T16:46:00.000-08:00

yea! i'm going to get my pay this sunday. (finally) and going to spend most of them on my trip to genting. haha..its a bit near to singapore. going to genting on the 1st and coming back on the 4th. hee..going to miss 2 cca lesson.
i dreamt of *her again. yesterday night. and i want school to start! cos i'm dying of boredom. and i dun wan to help out at the stall every single day cos its SUPER tiring. and i can't ask for leave cos they will minus my pay. wth
wishing you all the best for your o's with all my sincerity.

2004-11-13T14:49:00.000-08:00

seah hui ling at my house now. she came to wrap her books. went to buy books this morning and not even a single soul in school today. except the aunties selling books, me, jane seah and my dad.
and instead of wrapping books, she spent half of her time at my house online. great. and after 1 hour, she had only wrapped like 3 books?! hahas..kk.short entry today. bye!
still missin *you

2004-11-11T18:41:00.000-08:00

i am so fricking tired. just got back from hawker centre. helping out at my grandparent's stall at bedok reservoir. getting $20 bucks per day. ahahas. :D going there again tmr- after cca. i am so happy--cos no need to borrow money next year. i have been borrowing money from my frens this year. paiseh.
aniwae, i am happier nowadays. i dun noe if those feelings are gone. but i guess it is still with me. i can't possibly forget her within such a short time. to some ple, 5 mths might be very long. but to me, 5 mths is absolute short. an 'acceptable' time limit for me is about 2-3 years. i dun noe..but there is one thing i noe and i can confirm--i miss *her a lot. a lot which no words can describe. my frens have been telling me to forget. life still has to go on. i know..but i can't forget her. and worse still, i do not want to. when will i forget her? maybe next year? or in 2006? or i will never forget? this is scary. imagine if she stays within me throughout my life. but i guess thats its impossible. but i am happy for *her and the graduating classes. they only have 3 more days of exams to go. 23rd is their last day. having bio paper.
heard that they are getting their results on the 28th of feb next year. its on a monday. which means i have a chance. but i do not know whether will i prefer that next year.
looking towards the JB trip next year. hahas..class bonding in JB. stupid but fun! we are going to sleep on bunks which sinks, having leeches and mosquitoes sleeping 'with us', and toilets which is just a hole. get wad i mean? lolx..but i think it would be great fun.at least our badge gets to go out of singapore.

2004-11-09T10:34:00.000-08:00

ple are waiting for the results now. the combination and all that stuffs. heard that chantelle and olivia had been called and chantelle is going to be my classmate! hahas..went to school yesterday and reached there at 12. just for that gloria sharp. i went all the way from hougang to bedok. when my cca onli starts at 1.30. cos got nothing to do at home. so decided to keep that gloria company. and gloria told me that *she left school at 11.30. darn it.
12 nov is my only hope. but u noe wad? they do not have any paper on that day. wth. so i think i am not going to see *her anymore..*sigh*. let go jeanette!
saw feebs and amira yesterday. at the canteen. with gloria, garnell. then later ain and tuty joined us. and the 2 girl guides were telling us about their camp. hahas..they've got one junior- germaine.i think. nick is cecilia. omg..and she is super farnie. oh my tian. lolx. and we were like laughing so loudly in the canteen as if we are the only freaks in school. amira said that it was the first time that cecilia was washing woks. and washing the plates.
saw jane seah after that. choir had this one day camp, i think. saw them playing dog and bone. oh..and i saw that 4/3 girl. hahas..but its nothing.
having family committment today and tmr..totally sucks. have to bond with my family. i guess my family is the only family in singapore which have this family committment thing. its so stupid.
i guess that either sylvester or daphne will be out this week leh. *no offence* it is really a tough competition cos the 4 of them are so good. oli has this fan which votes for her $300 bucks every week. and that taufik--he can sing so fricking well. sly so cool and that daphne so fricking rich.

chatted wif my p 1 and 2 fren yesterday. ok..i think this has nothing to do wif u guys.

2004-11-06T13:07:00.000-08:00

leandra's out! omg..i thought that it would be daphne. at least sylvester is still in. heard that amanda went for both the results nite and the spectecular thing.
i miss *her. did not get a glance of her for like 1 week already. since 31 oct till now. and the worse thing is that when i see her for the last time, she was crying? denyse once told me: when you dream of someone, it means that you think of the person a lot. and i have like dreamt of her for 5 consecutive days? how will next year be like? maybe i can still get a glimpse of her next year. when she comes back to get her results. as for this year, 12 nov is my only hope cos this is the only cca slot which will be in the morning before 23 nov. how?! imagine that i will not be able to see her for the rest of my life. and i dun noe when will i forget her. next year? or maybe not. i dun't noe.
12 nov seems to be a very important day for all sec 2s. cos by 12 nov, those ple who appealed will know the results.going to buy books with rest of 2/5.
there's going to be a 2/5 gathering on next thurs. at escape. have to pay 16 bucks just to get into that theme park. i'm so fricking broke.

i bless the day i found you.

2004-10-31T19:17:00.000-08:00

last day in school isnt that happy for SACians 2004. it made everyone cry. my whole class cried cos we were seperating. it is really sad. imagine we had spent through thick and thin for these 2 years. getting scolded by teachers together. getting in for teachers' day audition together. and now--we are seperating. and for mr robb's case--many ple cried oso.
actually nobody cried. but then frippiat cried, so passed on to auunrshah. then nicole and then me. arghh..then to the whole class. god. and all of us were like hugging here and there. really going to miss 2/5vers 04'. we rawk! smart asses like janice, elaine, jane, samantha, e.liu and frippiat going to 3/7. but for the rest of us, we really muggled hard for our streaming. but some of us still did not get the class we wanted.

2-fivers 2004

1. agnes ting
2. amanda lim
3. amira begum
4. annette tang
5. annurshah morgan
6. audrey ng
7. beverley foo
8. michelle bheem
9. tiffany chok
10. alena chong
11. christabella low
12. erlianna
13. elisabeth frippiat
14. gloria sharp
15. pamela goh
16. jan yeo
17. jaslyn lim
18. kelsey yeo
19. natalie lai
20. denyse leong
21. rachel leong
22. yu lin
23. elizabeth liu
24. janice low
25. olivia ng
26. elaine ng
27. nicole lim
28. noor'ain ridzwan
29. cindy poon
30. rabiah
31. rafiqah
32. adelina gloria
33. jane seah
34. jeanette sim
35. samantha sim
36. phoebe soh
37. soh ying ying
38. tabitha woodworth
39. triana ramlan
40. vanessa garnell

and not forgetting the commitee members--and prefects

chairman-- vanessa garnell
vice-chairman-- elaine ng
discipline monitress-- nicole lim
attendance monitress-- agnes ting
treasurer-- noor'ain ridzwan
pc monitresses-- phoebe soh & rafiqah
sports captain-- annurshah morgan
sports vice-captain-- denyse leong
sports commitee members-- janice low & jeanette sim
IT reps-- jane seah & gloria sharp

prefects-- elisabeth frippiat, pamela goh, amira begum and triana ramlan.

people whom i will not forget so soon

*you and your frens
i'm forgetting--but going back to the starting point whenever i step into school.

2004-10-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

we had this extra saddening session in the hall today. Mr Robb is leaving to new zealand. back to his homeland. and his speech is so touching that it had made everyone cry. including *her. she and her frens were at the side of the hall. watching the performance. saw her face turning real red and later on frippiat told me that she cried. (i was sitting at the other end of the hall. so cannot see properly) SAC is going to miss mr robb. a lot. berlinda lee came back to school today. and she was one of the judges for the creative competition. 4/3 won the first prize. their's was really nice! :) and u noe wad? there is this girl in 4/3 who looks really like *her. delanie wong..stop making fun of that.

got back report book today and i'm going into 3/8! yea! i've really worked hard for this. taking phy/bio and pure chem. arghh..i am just going to do so badly in chem. formulars, formulars and more formulars.

i might move on--but till next year. cos my heart still can't let go.

2004-10-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

there is a huge misunderstanding going on. *her fren came to look for me and asked why my frens went to scold her. i just want to tell you that my frens did not do that and this thing did not happen at all. i mean..they would not say you for no reason. right? its only when somethimes when they see you, then they will like 'ahem' to me. cos they all know that i like you. and wads more, i do not have any of your pictures wif me right now and i know that they will not return to me.
i really want to know why you think that my frens talk bad about you and wad really happened. and i would want to clear this misunderstanding with you, if you give me a chance.

2004-10-24T19:01:00.000-07:00

just came back from hawker centre. went there to help my grandparents. yesterday also. me and shir were like counselling each other on sat. i'm so....numb. thats all..a strange kind of feeling. is like, i dont even noe how i feel now- whenever i think of her.
i want to forget and let go. but my heart dosen't want.

2004-10-22T20:08:00.000-07:00

she knew it long ago--who i was. so now, i know why was she avoiding. i could not confirm whether she knew it or not. until today. i guess i made a wrong choice. by asking shir to do that thing. thanks to feebs, gloria, dee, charlene and shir. they helped me--a lot. she rejected. and now i have this feeling which words cant describe.
really happy for shir. at least * accepted the present which shir gave her and gave her a hug today. cheer up shir..u are a million times luckier than me.
i am going to forget you..if i can

2004-10-21T19:52:00.000-07:00

she's gone..i can't do anyhing now. tomorrow is their last day. am i going to be alright? i really really like her a lot. and i am so going to miss her. now the word "how" is dumped away. whenever i think of her, my mind is always blank. totally blank. shir said that she will help me take her photo tomorrow. actually she asked me to take photo wif her. but decided not to. i dunno why. i am feeling so depressed now. feel that my fingers cannot carry on typing. but other then to sit in front of the computer, i cannot find any other things which can make me feel occupied.
realised that this entry do not have any exclamation marks? onli question marks. this is how i am feeling now.
stayed back in school today. saw her laughing. i dont know wads happening to me today. told everyone who i like. but i think this makes some sense..cos tmr is her last day and i cant do anything about it anymore. i have a lot of things to say..but dont know how to put it. i guess u all understand? although this feeling onli came to me somewhere in july, but i cherish it a lot. thousands of words--but how do i start? how is next year going to be like? without her? she is special. special. guess i am just going to let go tmr. and really hope to get a last glimpse of her before her secondary school life ends. have no mood to talk about the trip to SDC today.

I am depressed and sad--because of you.

2004-10-20T20:19:00.000-07:00

OMG..something really farnie happened today. due to *her graduating, that stupid karen tan showed me this sec 3 who looked like her. and karen asked me to rather like her. and is like wth!!! the wierd part is that i know that person..and she is such a joker. Karen, please..she dosen't even look like her. she look so different from *her can..darn it.
supposed to go for the dumb-to-the-fullest dance class today when everyone else is playing games. then our class decided not to go. so some ple started to play fruit salad. and is like your ear drums will burst if u continue to stay in class. so me, gloria, feebs and jaslyn went downstairs to join in the fun. but who noes when like 1 hour later when we went back to class then nobody was in class. and there was not even a single message on the board to say where they were. so the 4 of us went down again. but dunno why gloria and feebs went missing after 10 mins. then me and jaslyn went around the school in-search for them then in the end we still went for dance class cos heard that dawn wu will come after us.
and we did something which is real stupid.--moving as if we are a part of a molecule. DUMB. totally dumb-to-the fullest. had combined class wif 2/2. and that st. john was so fricking noisy.
then after recess which is like 1115, we did not go back to class and played all the way till 1.45. played volleyball wif some sec 3 ple. then we accidently hit this sec 1/1 girl and she shouted fark at us. wth! is like we oso not purposely one right?! accident onli wad. no need to be so fierce. then that girl who threw the ball shouted fark back at her. haha..mad one. and u noe wad? my class is going to play next tues. wif some classes. oh..and i saw *her today ple..so happy. but they going to end school this week!!!! how?!?!?!?! nvm..i shall move on..i'm trying very hard to let go.

2004-10-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

stayed back in sch today. played badminton wif gloria, natalie, frippiat, alena-the-loudspeaker and garnell-the-useless. LOLx..garnell was like standing at her own place--not hitting any shuttlecocks..useless bum. our chairman summore. and that alena chong is so excited in playing the game that she ran after all the balls and not letting me and gloria hit it. darn her. jk.
did not get to see *her today--although i stayed back until like 5.45. only two ple from her class stayed back. i guess we are the only freaks who stayes back in school after exams. heard that the creative competition audition is on this coming mon. great. and my class is like totally clueless on wad to do. is like tmr we'll have this dumb-to-the-fullest dance class. then on thurs we will be going to science discovery centre to do some history shit stuffs, and friday we'll be checking exam scripts. and mon--here comes our creative com auditions.
stayed in the hall for the whole day today? doing wad? MONOPOLY. played all the way from 9am to 2pm. totalli sick and dumb. played 3 rounds wif different ple. and guess wad? 2/5 (my class) is the champion across the whole level!!! and wad--we won ourselves 3 packets of sweets. our school is just so cheapskate. i mean is like--at least they should give us some voucher thing right?
and cindy-the-smart is the monopoly queen! she got the highest across the whole level. and that ms Masura called her dorothy..haha..then we were like *wadever*. OMG..the champion..can you imagine that 200 000 over points when i onli got like half of it.

2004-10-17T15:51:00.000-07:00

nothing to do at home nowadays..later going to aunt's hse. yup..will be back for more.

2004-10-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

din get to watch singapore idol yesterday. cos family went out for dinner. heard that jerry ong got eliminated. is like..finally. and heard that he is nort from city harvest. at least sly sim is still in. yea!!! he look like some kind of cute jap guy.hahas..and he has a lot of admirers. how can i miss the show?! darn it.
dad's going australia today. leaving at 6.30 to changi airport. when his flight is some time at 9 plus? going for 3 whole weeks. i'm so going to miss him..LOLx..my father. always go overseas one..january next year going to thailand. and dunno wads up next.
that time at orchard..OMG..its so farnie. denyse and feebs bought this nasi lemak which cost like $3.50. and when they ate halfway, then they realised that there is no chicken wing. hahas..then that ever-loud pamela goh and that cannot-get-cheated denyse leong went to bargain with that auntie. and everyone over there was staring. then at last when the auntie asked them whether they wanted a replacement and then they said "no". GREAT..then wads all that argument for man?! haha..i cant stop larffing when i think of that incident.
the sec 4s are going to end school on the 22nd!! omg..i'm so going to be so fricking sad. is like we are going to start school on the 19th. which means 4 more days and i will not be going to see them for like my whole life..ever again. so depressed now..and that pamela goh..i can swear that shes the queen of all suckers..she did something which TOTALLY FRICKED ME OUT yesterday--online. my hands totally went cold after reading that one whole chunk of words with all that exclamation marks.
at least i got a glimpse of *her on mon.. and then that denyse leong and that queen of all suckers spoilt everything. hah..then phoebe was guessing whether shes at the bus-stop. haha..and i think that day, the 4 of us totally made a fool out of ourselves by wearing the class t-shirt under such hot weather. then there was this group of sec 4s who were like making fun of us..hack kaire lar..like we border about them like that. then we took bus 14 for like 1 and a half hours. sitting in the bus throughout the journey. our bums are like going flat. i think thats the longest trip in the bus for me since the day i was born.

2004-10-14T21:03:00.000-07:00

went to orchard today. i've been like waiting for this day to come. and its finally here..exams are finally over. i think i am so going to flunk my history BADLY. think i'm gonna get a U grade for it. damn. oh wadever. cant be bothered by exams anymore. got the creative com again. but this year's theme is 110. dumb.
there is this COWARD, FUCKER, LOSER, BITCH, SUCKER who tagged in everyone's blog as 'author' (as in those ple from 2/5 who have a blog). HAHA..think we scared ar..come on..THINK AGAIN WITH YOUR PEA- SIZED BRAIN. u think u very smart? by tagging as "author" and when we dont know who u are. THINK AGAIN WITH YOUR NUT-SIZED BRAIN. i think that you this kind of ple damn bo liao xia..go and tag in so many ple's blog. u are just improving 2/5's vulgarities. thanks man..if u think u are so brave to tag in our blog..why dont you just show your fricking damn FACE to us..outside our class after school and we will settle it there. RIGHT AT THAT SPOT. BITCH.

for that fucking bitch>> now i can only ask god to reduce the bo liaoness in you. god cant help u if u dunt help yourself first, BITCH

exams

2004-10-07T14:33:00.000-07:00

in the mid of exams now..so stressed. aiming to go 3/8. but i think that it is a bit impossible now. tell u , i'm gonna so flunk my history. oh gosh..i dun noe how to do the structured essay question which holds the mark of 60% out of the whole paper? all 4 questions dunno how to do. i'm so going to die.
haven't see her for like 1 week? they going to end school on the 22nd. which is like 3 more days after exams finish. got her grad nite pic from frippiat this morning. so pretty!
that karen say thet got one sec 3 who look like her and she intend to show me hu it is. ?? better work hard for my exams.. bye
mum out..so can use com..heex

is she avoiding?

2004-10-03T17:00:00.000-07:00

is she avoiding me or something? i dunt know. she seems like it.but yet shir said that she dosen't know anything bout it..AARRGGHH...i'm stressed..its fine if she knows..but can she not avoid me or something? pamela said that the way she and her frens behave is like they knew about it oreadi. HOW?! i've been asking myself this question since like god-knows-when. pamela got to know hers. happy for her. trying reali hard to forget. but that charlene phua said that the more we try, the worse it gets. how..how..HOW?!
staying back tmr..reali hope to see her. but her frens keep giving me that stare. but is like..how can we control this kind of 'thing'? reali have no mood to go and study for my exams. but i must. cos this is my streaming year and she will be graduating..so might as well i study right? i reali need a lot of counselling here. stress..stress and more stress.
i reali reali wish that she will not aviod me. karen said that my actions are too obvious. and that pamela told me not to look when she is right in front of me..how to avoid looking?! arghh..feel much better after writing this entry.

grad nite

2004-09-24T13:53:00.000-07:00

pamela, amira, elisabeth and tuty went for graduation night yesterday. and great man..they can see all the sec fours. heard that everyone looked so nice yeaterday. arghhhh... i oso wan to go. but at least pamela helped me over there. oh my..1 more month to go and all of them will be graduating.
dad says cannot use the com until exams are over. so i guess i will have to wait till exams are over then i update.
dtas all...nothing alse to write. bye

class photo

2004-09-17T11:25:00.000-07:00

oh damn it..i look so fricking u-g-l-y in the class photo. oh gosh..and it will be in the year book..GREAT man..but at least nicer than last year. think this year's year book will be full coloured. as usual in a canossian school, donation again. standing at the last row. all the other ple looked as if they had brown skin except for me and elaine. u'll noe when u see the picture. i want to get the year book now! can't wait to see it. but now i think cannot larx..cos graduation night haven over yet. i want to go for grad night!!!
stupid pamela and jane..always remind me that they are going for grad night. pamela..remember your duty and do not ever let anyone see it.understand?
played captains ball on friday again. that kimberly sim and charisse dyeo keep calling me cookie monster..from head to toe, i dun see any angle of me which looks like it. got to know some other ple oso. garnell, ain joined in the game oso. asked kels to join but she didn't want to.
we were supposed to do our work but played in the end.haha.
gtg..bye!

we won the cap. ball match!

2004-09-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

yea! we won the captains ball against 2/6 today! we were a bit crazy..cos whenever we scored a goal, me, elisabeth and phoebe would stand up and cheer..2/7 and 2/8 are playing some kind of silent game..is like..they din even cheer when they scored a goal. not even a sound..but 2/8 won in the end i think..dunno wad class we'll be playing against next week.
stayed back today again..phoebe and christabella cut their hair at the salon opposite school. haha..we teased christabella and called her lion queen..that's sarcastic..isn't it?LOLx...so many ple changed hairstyle nowadays.
SAC seem to be different today. quite a number of ple stayed back today.
yups..i think dats all for now. bye bye

13th september

2004-09-13T20:49:00.000-07:00

oh..how great can this get man..i have 2 really good frens..jane and elaine. dun say i am being sarcastic..i put both of your name in bold..just for your information. Mr Hamzah will not be in school for this whole week and that eventually means that we will not be getting back our science mock exam.actually i dun wish to take it back oso... but my dad is like bugging me for it every single day. and i have not paid him back the deposit for the t-shirts yet.
stayed back today with vanessa, pamela, kelsey,jaslyn and SYY they all..but at around 5 pm then all left except vanessa, pamela and me..and the three of us are like having some kind of counselling session..haha...we were getting so serious in our talks and stuffs. Den garnell suddenly rubbed her shoe on the floor then it produced this screeching sound den everyone was like staring at us.
the two of them can eat non-stop man..when we reached interchange then they said that they were hungry..so i went off first or my parents will start to bug at my ear when i reach home.
SAC is not the same anymore...the canteen used to be quite crowded after school..but now, its so solem. so solem that you can even hear a pin drop can...so we must control our laughter throughout our conselling session. and we were talking about bitches and bastards. oh.. and that gloria sharp...great man...she actually showed her sickening middle finger at me when i only showed her my last finger? i think she needs to change her spects again..cos she thought that i showed my middle finger to her first. such a sucker ya? haha..jk.
guess i'll be staying back tmr to study again. and dad got me a maths tutor..he said that i will need to do 100 questions each day. how great can this get man..and he still say that 100 questions is considered very little...he can just go and die. think secondary students so free ar...
k..dats it.

sept hols

2004-09-09T10:22:00.000-07:00

its not very long ago that i updated the last one wad..aniwae, here's my next post. wad kind of holiday it is when we actually have to go back to school on wed, thurs and fri? for 3 consecutive {wadever the spelling is}days. wed we started off with chinese orals at 8 a.m and maths extra lessons on thurs at 10.30am. this is totally ~sick~. and then we continue with our CCAs all the way until 5 in the evening. then i rather not have any holidays. and come to think of it..i sort of haven finish my homework. onli did that chinese writing thing. i think that it is very fun to trace the words.but it is like useless for me. the teachers really think that we will write so nicely for compositions and stuffs meh? i think that it is because they cannot find anything for us to do already thats why they ask us to do this. learnt that the sec 1s oso need to do.
enough of school..another person noes about my secret. (not you, phoebe, although u like said out all the names from her class.and do NOT tag on my tagboard about it. this kind of things cannot be so open u noe?..)
haiz..nothing to write liao..bye and tkkaire!

teachers' day celebration

2004-09-01T08:59:00.000-07:00

teachers' day celebration was quite fun. and the response for my class was quite good. but something turned out wrong when kels said her line. the microphone was unable to be on! so kels had to scream with her tiny voice.lol..found out something too..the sec 1s this year do not seem to be as enthu as we thought it would be..cos we thought that they would stand up for the enchore part. but in the end they stared at us and thinking that we were some kind of lunatics making a fool out of ourselves..
after the celebration, some people went all the way to changi airport just to have swensens. but the two pethatic souls..me and nicole..was unable to go cos our parents dun allow. Damn it. oh..wadever it is..this is the end of the teachers' day celeb. BYE!

teachers' day audition

2004-08-27T21:27:00.000-07:00

2/5 got into the teachers' day audition! we actually thought that there was another audition and the teachers in charge will eliminate 2 groups. but who knows that all groups got in! now i can't wait for teachers' day celebration to come on tues. we'll be doing something quite stupid.the modern dance group will perform last and then we will invite mrs joseph to dismiss the school.then all performers will suddenly dash out and shout enchore or those kind of stupid things.then,the modern dance will perform again but this time it will be with all of us.i just think that all of us are going to be acting like lunatics on that day itself.
heard thet the theme "back to the sixties and the unforgetable seventies" (or wadever that is)was thought by the parent volunteers.my class is going to wear some kind of scarf thing.and some teachers like ms thanabal (dunno how to spell) are going to dress up like those ple in the past.i think ms thanabal is so excited about this event coz she was telling us wad was she going to wear when we were having literature lesson.and she was talking about this flowery dress that will make her look fat and she even asked jane where to buy those ear-rings.
Really looking forward to tues.ohya..and we will be getting our class t-shirt on mon!

Singapore's Only Hope?

2004-08-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

got up this morning and the first thing i heard that was Li Jia Wei lost to that korean opponent.wad a waste man..singapore's onli hope..but never mind..i think we should give her our support! go jia wei! fellow singaporeans..well,now that she cannot have a silver, she could aslo clinche back a bronze for singapore.heard that she actualli won the first round.3-1.but then dunno why end up 4-3.hope that she could change singapore's history!i think this is enough for the country, now my own problems.
i realli realli dun wan to go into 3/5! i just love 3/8 combination..its so nice..english,mother tongue,pure Bio(i love it!),chem/physics comb. and dunnow wad.but there's an advantage.cos my batch will have 7 subjects for 3/5.but the batch before us..which means this year's sec 3s, onli have 6 subjects for 3/5.hmm..at least there's something better compared to last time.
finished my two mock exams..maths and science.and i just think that i am just gonna flunk it...took class picture on dunno when.thursday i think.i am am standing at the last row! jan in front of me and in front of jan is gloria.(gloria's standing right in the middle of the last row)cos the 3 of us same height.but there's something different from last year and this year's pic.last year we onli had 1 formal and 2 informal but this year we had 2 of each.
heard that the councils are oreadi preparing the year book.YEA! i wish that we do not have to be like last year to wait until the next year then can take the year book. i want to take it asap. actualli how do the sec fours take the year book huh?shirlene and me were discussing about this in school.then someone(forgot who it was), told us that when the sec fours come back to take their o' level results then they take it. HAI..wadever..and that denyse leong said that my blog is in a mess.ok oreadi liao lar..Thanks for asking whether i need ur help or not.but i think can le..next time i need help then i ask from u...
God Bless

Science Mock ExAm

2004-08-21T16:46:00.000-07:00

Got my New blog today! not bad lar hor...aniwae, just had my science mock exam today.it was so damn difficult. i thought that my science could pull up my marks for the maths paper.but i guess that is the other way round now. paper was set by Mrs Boo. haiz...especially the section C.must choose 4 out of 5 questions. is like..of course i would choose that one which does not ask us about chemical equations. so had to attempt to the remaining four. oosh..ask us wad does AIDS and HIV means..and not surprisingly, i did not noe how to answer.
i guess that i will just fail both papers. my dream of getting into 3/8 is like gatting further away from me.i am so depressed now. first about THAT problem then now about all these exams...why must she be 2 years older than me? well, maybe its all fate. i mean after all, this is wad the world calls lesbianism..i noe its disgusting..but now that you (ya,thats you) are reading my blog...and that if u are from SAC, u'll noe..arghhh...i'm so damn fricking depressed..
k..guess thats all i have to blog for today.BYE! :D